Thursday, October 29, 2015


You'll never know
The hurts
The pains
A million fires lit
And extinguished all at once
Feeling and losing
Burning and freezing 
The harshest slash of deception
Being told to write the words 
Doesn't make it true
But it made me believe 
I'm kicked down 
A Spartan well
And falling
And falling
And there is no bottom
No impact
To make the pain end 

Monday, October 26, 2015


Blindfolded, all I
Had was his voice to coach me
To quivering end. 

Sunday, October 25, 2015


You rail
And wreck
Abuse and destroy
The hurricane that you are
Such violent nature 
You'll spin out of control 
Until you remember 
I'm your calm center 

Friday, October 23, 2015

The Mistress Sub

Eyes down
Tongue held
You're entering a holy place
Where sacred silence is worshiped 
My presence is your temple 
While your calves burn 
And your brow sweats
Remember to praise my name
I am your unforgettable distraction
I am your soul defender
I am your undeniable everything 
I am every piece of music
I am every instrument 
I am every Maestro
I am 

Tuesday, October 20, 2015


There is a crater 
Where you used to be
An impact mark
So deep
Even oceans couldn't
Mask the damage
I've shed 
All the salt water I can
In a pathetic attempt to try
No salt is left
No water is left
No self is left
No one hears the wails of 
The muted  

Monday, October 19, 2015


Every fucking night
The lights go down and my heart
Just cannot purge you. 

Wednesday, October 14, 2015


There's a big difference 
Between you and me
You think we are the same
Because we both bow
I am not 
Crippled into submission 
Controlled through fear
Castrated by jealousy
I am not 
Mistaken as property 
Manipulated through anger
Mocked until broken
I am 
There's a big difference
Between you and me 
Service forced is slavery
Service given is a gift 
And the difference is made by
The one who holds the leash

Monday, October 12, 2015


Impossible love
Put the mirror to your back 
Let me reflect you 

Tuesday, October 6, 2015

Death's Love Letter

I desire what he does not
For he cannot see 
Your radiance
His eyes were taken long ago
And yet he claims to see
I desire what he does not
For he cannot hear
The caress in your voice
His ears were closed long ago
And yet he claims to hear
I desire what he does not
For he cannot taste
The whiskey of your soul
His tongue was burned long ago
And yet he claims to taste
I desire what he does not
For he cannot smell
The honeysuckle on your skin
His nose was pinched long ago
And yet he claims to smell
I desire what he does not 
For he cannot touch
The velvet of your skin
His hands were bound long ago
And yet he claims to feel
So come with me 
Beautiful thing
Be my Queen of the Ether
And I shall treasure you
For eternity 

Monday, October 5, 2015

About Last Night

One dream can turn the
Million steps forward into
One huge fall backward. 

Sunday, October 4, 2015


Push me 
Pull me
Hold me down 
Make it hard to breathe
Frighten me
Excite me
Make me hot
Make me shiver
Paint my flesh
Collect my tears 
Make me feel
I've been numb too long

Thursday, October 1, 2015

All That You Deserve

Flay the black ink from your wrist 
Claims have been revoked
No one wants you
You don't belong
Retreat to a place that is safe
Hide so well
You can no longer find yourself
The blackness calls
And salt water rises 
Grow more and more pale
In the cave you carved
You don't deserve the sun
Or flowers
Or gentle breezes
For Golem has found
His new Precious