Wednesday, September 10, 2014

Echo

Wall after wall
Of frustration 
Beat the walls until
Your hands bleed
Scream until your ears close
And voice goes silent 
There's no one to hear
The isolation chamber 
Doesn't care how hungry
Or thirsty you are 
It doesn't even acknowledge you exist
Reinforcing
Just how alone
You really are 

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

lowTide

There sits my love
Across the sea
I imagine her laugh
As we text, we chat
Every facet of her an inspiration
Crafting beauty from a void
And she'll never know
The depths of my love 
Because I wander to the shore
And stare at the waves
Unable to go farther
For I am afraid of the water

Sunday, September 7, 2014

New Grey 3

     After three days of travel, the landscape started to look familiar. The trees became more twisted. The ground became more barren. The familiar scent of sulfur danced in my nose. I never realized how home sick I had been until that moment.
     I had been fighting in the fifth civil war for over twelve years. For most of that time, I was in charge of messaging and correspondence. I knew I would never be called as a general, and I excelled at my position. The last mission I was commissioned to do put me on the front lines. That's when I found myself with fatal wounds and trapped under a fallen sister. The Unknown Angel gave his blood and I found myself changed. After a bizarre encounter with strange creatures in the woods, I knew I needed to find answers. Home was calling me back.
     I breathed deeply of the acrid air and tears nearly spilled from my eyes. Had it been so long since I'd seen this place? The sprawling castle of The King looked sweeter than I'd ever seen it look before. I kicked my heels in to drive my horse faster. The last five minutes of the ride were at a dead sprint. I jumped from my horse and crashed through the castle gates. I barely heard my feet hit the cold stone flooring. My all consuming thought was to enter the throne room and throw myself at The King's feet and weep with joy at being home.
     And suddenly my perfect vision was before me. There He was. The King. Shining and beautiful and everything that made sense in my world. I finally loosed the tears from my eyes and they streamed down my dirty face. I raced across the room and grabbed at His ankles.
     "FATHER!" I cried with breathless joy.
     I was met with silence.
     "Who are you?" He asked.
     Then the world I thought had just been righted completely tilted.

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Stranded

Alone
And wandering the woods
I've lost the trail
Panic sets in
How will I get through
There is no way for anyone 
To find me 
There is no way for me 
To tell you I'm lost
Drowning without water
Racing heart
Beads of sweat weave their path
Along my skin
Shivering from fear
I'm crippled
And waiting to die
Please find me.

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Reversal

On your knees
Keep them fifteen inches apart 
Don't hide anything
Tops of feet rest on the floor
Hindquarters to heels 
Bound wrists comfortably
Against your spine
Keep that back straight
Keep those shoulders back 
It's too early to show fatigue
Chin up, toy
That blindfold isn't going anywhere
You gave command 
For me to orchestrate 
So you take the fall
And Scarlet Woman rises

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

2AM

Skip and skip
And skip again
A broken heart 
A broken record
Makes no difference
A heartsong that replays 
Over and over
Burns my lungs
Catches my throat 
Fires my brain
Fuels my soul
And oh the nights are so very long


Monday, September 1, 2014

nextDoor

She is close enough
To touch 
To smell
Brilliant and carefree
Appropriate laughter placed
Strategically to win them over
Bat of eyelashes 
She pulls them in
They always see her
While I stand in her growing shadow
Unnoticed
Unwanted
Alone and shivering